I look into the dark sky
And see the bright moon
We are far apart
But I howl anyways
Hoping my love will hear
I hear no reply
But my heart beats faster
Can it hear what my ears cannot?
My love is calling
And my heart answers
I love you
What is love?
Love is sharper than any knife
Love is stronger than any drink
Love cures any illness
Love kills any bad thoughts
Love heals all wounds
Love is trust
Trust and forgiveness
And I love you
November 23rd was the start
When I gave you my heart
Because I knew I would love you
And no one but you
I know we cant always be together
But our love will last forever
It will make it through
Whatever life throws at me and you
I love you Jess
I love you too Harrison
More than life air everything
You know I love you with all my heart
If you want to talk
Ill listen to what you have to say
We can go for a walk
And Ill tell you everything will be okay
I can tell you my view of death
And other peoples view too
Just please dont be depressed
Because I love you
If you want to cry
I have a shoulder here
I dont want you to die
Because that is what I fear
When I look into your eyes,
My heart grows in size.
When I run my fingers through your hair,
I always want to be there.
When I lock your hand in mine
Your fingers fit so perfectly like its a sign.
When I hold you close to me,
I want it to last an eternity.
And when I kiss you,
I realize why I love you.
They say nothing is worth hurting yourself over
But there are things
Worth it
I said when it happened, I would die
I thought it wouldn't, but here it is
Need Scissors
Never before, I knew i was to weak
But here I sit
I'm trying
It doesn't hurt like I thought
But I can't break the skin
Fail again
The words taunt me
Why is it like this?
Don't believe
I wait for friends, but nobody's here
I couldn't tell anyway
Friendly Sharpness
Who do I confide in, other than the dark
All i see is the blanketing dark
Forever Black
I stepped outside and knew it was the end
I know secrets too well
Life's over
she's broken inside
she dies when she cries
but she can never...WILL never survive
she cuts deep
she cuts long
she's gonna die someday
so why not just say fuck it anyways
We bob on the surface,
Fighting the hostile undertow,
And were caught,
Caught and unable to break free.
We look up and see the,
Black,
Night sky,
And it looks like eyes,
Eyes that scream.
Unable to pull,
We let ourselves get pulled,
Under the surface.
We must learn to breathe,
The only thought keeping us alive;
The waters break is right above us.
We loose the fight,
Drifting downward.
We try to breathe,
But we find learning,
Is not easy when youre on fire.
Dont try to fix me,
Im not broken,
The eyes scream to our descending bodies.
The only thing that is wrong,
Is our own look.
I cant cha
My Self In Sorrow by LonePhotographer2812, literature
Literature
My Self In Sorrow
My soul is dark, wretched, unclean and unwanted
My heart beats slowly, waiting for death do clench it
In the reaper's grasp, my eyes shall see no more
My ears shall hear no more, my mouth shall breath no more
I shall feel no more
My soul is in pain, agonising, tearing pain
My heart feels but the cold breath of lonelyness, forever and more
Do you know who i am? Do you care who i am?
Do you want to know who i am? Should you care who i am?
The answre is no
My soul is no more, a shell of its former self
My heart is no more, black and unloving
I am no more, for i am no longer living
Yet i go on, for i am not dead
Forever i shall stay
I wispered in your ear I will always love you
You said I love you more
I asked if you would ever leave me
You said not in a million years
And yet I still have the fear of losing you
The thought of not being able to look into your gorgeous eyes
Or hold you tight in my arms
Sends tears down my cheek and a shiver down my spine
I can't bear the thought of losing you my love
Because without you I am nothing
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just a short one thats all i have to say
Wow i havent posted anything or done anything on here in a long while. Im not dead i just kinda took a break i have some poems but got lazy at typing them up. Maybe i will be a little more motivated to post some things because i had poetry club today... it was the first one for this school year. It was a lot of fun... we actually read poems instead of sit and eat and talk about random shit. i cant wait for next weeks... i hope i dont have another club that day. so yeah ill try and post more poems for those of you who read them
really? I'm hoping to advance my photography and to buy new stuff for my BJD. My chef told me to take photography at Ai so I can advertise my own creations. It's a good thing I already like photography! xD